AvengedFiction

So there's this boy, right He's absolutely perfect. He's what we want; He's what we all need. He's a friend… and he's the best. He has the most beautiful eyes, and the cutest laugh, and a wicked smile that's so contagious. A lover, not a fighter; But will do anything to protect what he loves. And when you're with him there's no way you could be anything but happy. He's nice to everyone. But, yeah he can get jealous. When he's upset or afraid he tries his hardest not to show it. He tries his hardest to always wear a smile, to never speak a bad word. I swear I fall deeper every time I think about him. He's a real cool kid. It's hard to

Why have I come here? I know he's moved on. My self control is decreasing. I cannot stay away. No, I cannot fight it. I know he will see my face and remember. He has to remember. I know it's hard to love me. What am I really good for? [Nothing.] He said go ahead. Just where the hell do I go? He is everything I've ever known. How could I allow myself to let it all go? Will I not get through to him? Will I not be enough? I'm afraid I'll never be enough. Oh, please, let us rewind. No more errors, no more mistakes. With him is where perfection lies. I'm trying to scream but he always leaves me breathless.