For What is Love?

Love? For what is love?
I'm not sure I know the meaning.

I did not love. I could not.
I never wanted to.

I was alone. I was just bitter and lonely.
I liked it.

I tried to live like I had feelings.
I tried to live like I was king.
But I soon realized that that just wasn't going to work.

I was forced out of my shell.
I couldn't stay in my room forever.

I was forced to live in the real world.

I thought it would be easy.
Living like I was the only one who mattered,
Living like I was the only one I cared for...

After Sophia died, I was the only one that mattered in my life...
Until she came around.

She brought out feelings in me that I thought were long gone.

Quickly, I had realized I'd fallen in love.

She tought me so many things.
She taught me how to love- How to care.

She let me see how love wasn't wasn't just a game anymore...

Love was- Love IS something real-
Something you cannot escape-
Something that you cannot hide.

She made me realize that I was loved.
For the first time in my entire life
I was loved unconditionally.

No matter what, she assured me that she would be there for me.
No matter what...
I am loved.

Forever we will belong to each other...
Or at least 'til death do us part...