ComeCome, watch me kill.Watch me cry.Watch me break.Come, watch me murder.Watch me take away this precious gift.Come, everyone gather 'round, as you see me ignite.Come, as I kill you,my beautiful,innocent child.
You don't regret"I don't say sorry for things I don't regret."You don't regret breaking my heart?You don't regret calling me worthless?You don't regret stealing my happiness?You don't, do you?Obviously not.
Nothing?I try to live my life to the fullest.Have fun, laugh, and cry.But sometimes, things become too much.I hope you realize that it's hard for me to understand words, people, and life.My mind wanders.There're so many things that I don't know.At one point in time I was happy.I had no worries.No pain.No thoughts.I was free.I was nothing.Whenever I say anything I'm never taken seriously.I'm laughed at or misunderstood.I can't explain myself.Ever.I hate speaking.I hate when people ask for my name.I hate talking on the phone.I hate reading aloud.I try my hardest to be happy.I didn't ask to be born.I'll never hurt anyone the way they hurt me.In the end everyone hurts me whether they know it or not.Pushed, punched, kicked, shoved, pulled...I'm never respected.But I've learned now: life isn't going to treat me how I want it to.Life is life.It's just going to happen.I never wanted to feelBut I do; I can.I can't help but to feel.It's the only thing I have left.It's th
I HateI hate how you're so perfect.I hate how you're really nothing at all.I hate the way you don't believe mewhen I call you beautiful.I hate how you can't see yourselfthrough my eyes.I hate how you tried to take yourself away from me...Away from the world.I hate how I watch you suffer.I hate watching you throw yourself away.I hate when you tell me not to help.I hate when you say, "Don't worry about it."It kills me inside...I hate how good you are at everything.I hate how jealous I can get...I hate how we fight.Every second feels like a lifetime when we're apart.I hate how you say you love me more...I'm pretty sure I love you the most.I hate when you do dangerous things.It scares the hell out of me to think if things were to go wrong...I hate how we don't know what'll happen next.Any second could be the last.I hate how no one wants us to be together.I hate that I care so much about what they think.I hate how you close yourself up sometimes.I hate how I get so paran
I love youI love your smile.The way it brightens up the world around you.I love the way you hug me and hold me.You protect me.I love the way I feel safe in your arms.I love the way you love me and care for me.You make me feel like the most important person.I love the way I could be torn apart but the minute I see your face you'd put me back together again.I love the way you think I'm beautiful-Inside and out.I love the way you know the perfect way to lift me up when I'm down.I love the way you sleep-so gentle, so perfect.I love how I can call you mine.I love how we can be 100% honest.There's never an awkward moment with you.I love the way you have my heart.I love how you say that we'll be together forever.I love how you never doubt me.I love how you think I'm strong.You have more faith in me than I have for myself.I love how you can make me laugh at any moment in time.I get every single one of your jokes.I love how I can't get enough of you.I love how I can lose myself in