RegretsIt's your fault I'm here,You've left so much pain.I thought we really had something,but now it is clear to methat to you I am nothing.All this timehow could I not seethat you never cared.Your eyes- you usedto hypnotize me.Now I cannot even look into them.I thought you and I were meant to be.Now I know I was wrong ...I was stupid.I do deserve better than you.
Guess NotWatching you hurt is painful.Worse than being stabbed with a knife.Filled with grief, I am confused.I wonder why you suffer.I do not seeWhy you hide this from me.You said to keep me away from the pain.[Too late.]I guess we're not perfect.I thought we'd tell no lies,Keep no secrets.Walking this earth, hand in hand,Two souls united.Lasting through it all,Lasting forever.Guess not.Never tell?I thought we were better that.
No One KnowsSurrounded by darknessStill crying without anyone knowingHow much it hurtsHow much it killsAlone without anyone to seeMy tears drop to the groundAnd I hear your voiceI can feel you standing behind the doorwayI pick myself upWipe away my tearsAnd try to hide how much it hurts inside.
I know I'm yoursWhen you look me in the eyesI know you only see the truth.When you kiss meI know I'm yours.When you hold my handI can feel your joy.When you put your arms around meI trust you with my life.
ForgetForgotten and lost.Who knew the roads I've crossed to get to you to save your life?Forget
Self MedicateI'm going to go get high now.I'm going to go make my pain disappear.I'll enter a new world were my problems no longer exist.Self medicate.Self medicate.I hate everything, though I am content.It's hard to be sad when you're stoned.I want to cry, but I can't while I'm laughing.I'll kill myself slowly because I'm really scared of dying.I'll just keep on smoking until it overcomes my fears.I know it'll work.Self medicate.Self medicate.