Old waysThe pain, oh God,It's growing againPlease don't let me turnBack to my old waysThe days I'd cry and cryAnd still feel nothing at allThe days I'd hate myselfPitying what I've becomePlease, let me never changeI can feelNow I can seeFor onceMaybe something is alrightSo why is the pain Slowly creeping Up on me Again?
One DayI won't always live in yesterday I'll see this is my timeOne day soon, I will learn I'll realize we won't live forever And I'll leave my worries asideAnd realize these things that seem so important Do not matter as much in the endOne day I'll see these dreams are just dreams And I'll live in a world that is realOne day I'll grow up And become the adult that I've always looked up toOne day it will be my turn One day I'll make me proud
Ol' Torn Sheet of PaperAnd you're right thereAnd I'm right hereAnd I only wish it was as perfectAs is it is written, with your pen,On this ol' torn sheet of paperWriting out my heart-To you, my loveOnly wishing you'd accept itAnd I see you across the roomAnd I try my hardest not to stareWondering if you can you hearMy heart pounding in my chestBut I only wish I had the strengthTo stand upAnd to walk overAnd to hand you my heartOn this ol' torn sheet of paper
Dearest BelovedIt feels like I've known you forever.You are the only person in the world that I can bare my naked soul to. Aside from all the faults you and I have, together we are perfect- You make me whole. You fill the emptiness in my heart with your love.You never judge me, or point out my faults. You highlight the little things that make me special. You make me feel good about myself, and let me know I'm loved. You hold me when I feel the rest of the world has left.Just looking at you makes my heart leap. Your smile brightens up the darkest days. You can look in my eyes and know exactly what I'm thinking. You're the one who I can tell all my secrets to.I know at times it will be hard but we'll never give up. I just want you to know I'll love you no matter what happens. I will support you and be there for you always.I can only wonder where you're at. Under the stars that shine bright, gleaming on your beautiful face and into your eyes, I know you're out there,
CrushedWith a simple glimpseThe trigger is pulledBANGAnd my insides are flooded with flying insectsTrying to escape,Trying to come out anyway possibleI see your faceAnd my heart beatsJust a thousand times fasterAnd I'm unable to breatheGasping for breathLike I am drowning,Lost at sea,Falling deeper and deeperInto your eyesI am crushedI am crushedI am crushedAnd I am yours.