Why have I come here?

Why have I come here? I know he's moved on.
My self control is decreasing.
I cannot stay away. No, I cannot fight it.
I know he will see my face and remember.
He has to remember.

I know it's hard to love me. What am I really good for?
[Nothing.]
He said go ahead. Just where the hell do I go?
He is everything I've ever known.
How could I allow myself to let it all go?
Will I not get through to him? Will I not be enough?
I'm afraid I'll never be enough.

Oh, please, let us rewind. No more errors, no more mistakes.
With him is where perfection lies.
I'm trying to scream but he always leaves me breathless.